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PERFECTION
thinking THIN & staying STRONG
Created on 2007-10-12 21:22:23 (#14018966), last updated 2009-03-18
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| Name: | aridaythefashionista |
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well let's see i'm obviously ana ummmmmmm........... i lost 28 pounds so far and that was since like august and i plan to loose another 20 b/c i'm so f'n fat other than that i'm very outspoken i love to be in control lol
and i wanna be a psych lol
i'm 15 btw
k so i've been thinking that maybe i do want help idk do i really want to be like this NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo so yeah and plus i have really good ppl in my life that want to help me so idk maybe i should stop having all these neg. thoughts about myself i with they would just go fucking away all of this why can't it fucking go away (and 4 you wannarexics) do you really want to look in the mirror and hate what you see, do you really want to feel like shit after you eat, do you really want to have all this drama (more than you already have), well idk about you but i as sure hell don't :D
not being a bitch (well actally i am) but still it's so not worth it and it sucks cuz i like control (there i said it) and i feel like everyday i loose it (not b/c i binge,cuz i really don't do that) but b/c i feel this shit takes over a tiny bit everyday :(
no i'm not depressed i'm actually a VERY bubbly,vivacious person but this is how i feel or you should just liste to the song courage by superchick you'll know what i mean then:D
and i wanna be a psych lol
i'm 15 btw
k so i've been thinking that maybe i do want help idk do i really want to be like this NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo so yeah and plus i have really good ppl in my life that want to help me so idk maybe i should stop having all these neg. thoughts about myself i with they would just go fucking away all of this why can't it fucking go away (and 4 you wannarexics) do you really want to look in the mirror and hate what you see, do you really want to feel like shit after you eat, do you really want to have all this drama (more than you already have), well idk about you but i as sure hell don't :D
not being a bitch (well actally i am) but still it's so not worth it and it sucks cuz i like control (there i said it) and i feel like everyday i loose it (not b/c i binge,cuz i really don't do that) but b/c i feel this shit takes over a tiny bit everyday :(
no i'm not depressed i'm actually a VERY bubbly,vivacious person but this is how i feel or you should just liste to the song courage by superchick you'll know what i mean then:D
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